Monday, October 29, 2007

I HATE being sick.. seriously I think my immune system has failed me once again because I feel like shit. I though I was better but the last three days have gotten worse... and now as of yesterday I have moved on to a cough but the painful kind where you cough as softly as you can but it still fucking hurts.

I'm leaving for Berlin at six am tomorrow... I'm excited but not looking forward to the cold mostly because hmmm well I fel like shit and the last time I was there a few weeks ago I was sick. I'm only going to be there till friday or so then home... finally home. I get to sleep in my own bed and play with my pup and cuddle with my kitty and finish painting my room and drive my car.. thats the one thing that really makes me be happy to be home after a long trip is drive my own car. Oh shit I get to test out my driving gloves I just remembered that... awesome!

I'm going to have to pass on my crazy cat lady duties to someone else here because I still have one more full bag of treats, i'll see how much I can give out to the little babies out here. I swear I'm like the pied piper of the cats out here. Here are a few of my surrogate babies...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

My home town is burning down. The castle is gone which will be a big loss for my viewing pleasure, I loved to look at it up on the hill. The fires came close to my place but no damage was done other than the patio seating melted. My heart goes out to those who lost their homes, its insane how quickly you can lose everything.

I can't believe a 2 week trip turned into three months. I'm not ready to go home but... well I can't stay here. Going home just won't be the same. Also I'm sick again but today is day two and I feel a lot better than yesterday. I hate not being able to breath properly.

I don't fell like writing anymore in fact I don't feel like doing much of anything these days I think I've lost my motivation for life.

Sunday, October 07, 2007


I've become a cat photographer.